♥ Wednesday, June 22, 2005 ♥
2day woke up at 7.30am.. haiz coz my Lesson start at 9am.. had Discussion of my project.. hehe.. I told my friend tt: "Think on de Bright SIDE man.. hehe.." den later went outside of school to eat.. long time no eat tt store le.. miss those food man.. hehe.. den later went back to school 4 LAN lesson.. tt Lesson was fun man, but den the USB cable make mi soo Sia Sway sia.. haha.. coz we do de wrong thing.. haha.. den later went 4 General Meeting.. haiz.. soo ANGRY sia.. 1st thing go in Auditorum, pple no say " HI! " to mi at all instead say " Marval, Where's My Leaveform?" Wa Koaz!! Like I their Maid huh.. I could not take it le, I Scold de SC members.. hehe.. but muz Thanx to Richard also.. coz without his Encouragement, I dun think I can be soo Xiong.. hehe.. but den later 4get le.. coz tt Alvin la.. Chop my hand, den I chase him ard de sch.. haha.. play Hide & Seek sia.. haha.. of coz Destress le.. haha.. den later destress le.. hehe.. den help Yi Zhuang to Find Poster.. den later They did a GOOD job.. hehe.. COZ I dun haf Yi Su Xi Bao de.. haha.. Bleahx.. Haiz.. I tot I not going to cry le.. but den saw de Msg.. Read Finish de Msg, Tears starting to drop le.. haiz.. I'm not HURT becox u LIE to mi.. I HURT is becoz U tell mi DIRECTLY!! Is not becoz our friendship not strong lor.. I dun mind u dun TELL mi abt it.. Coz I already noe it, Juz not telling anybody abt it.. I juz wanna to Keep inside my heart & dun let anybody to noe it.. Coz If u noe tt I noe le, wad R u going to do.. Tell mi, Sorry I cant Love u at all I love her.. den our Friendship will turn SOUR.. and U wanna to see mi CRY infront of U!! but PREATENDING something nv happen is hard.. coz wearing 2 MEASK is not tt easy.. but now is more WORSE.. Dun u think tt I'm not even toking to u.. tts wad I dun wan it to HAPPEN.. U dun haf to say SORRY INFRONT of mi at all.. coz de HURT is there le & Since u noe is not de time to tell mi, den u shld not let mi noe any SINGLE clue abt it.. Even a DUMB person noe hu u R toking abt.. no matter wad HAPPENS U haf arlly STAB in my HEART le.. and somemore I dun think tt u dunnoe anything abt my feelings.. Since u noe, Y muz u HURT mi soo DIRECTLY!! Let's juz 4get it k.. I dun rlly wish to tok abt it.. I juz wanna to 4get it & finish this Yr & get on wif my LIFE.. tts wad I wish 4!! Friends of coz I wanna to Contuine.. coz to mi Friends is veri IMPORTANT!!
New Goal: Juz wanna to Get on wif my life, finish my ITE get into Poly, contact some friends from ITE, be a HAPPIER person, Cherish My True Friends!!
PS: Sorry, If by reading this Blog makes u all Sad, Angry or wadever feelings, I Rlly sorry.. coz this is wad I feel.. soo mani Problems happen at de same time, I dun think I can be calm at all.. is rlly veri STRESSFUL!!
Hope Tml is a Brand New Day 4 the NEW MARVAL!!
Memories of Ang3l
